#Deathto

I havne't looked up why yet, but apparently, it's a thing to not be able to take NSAIDs before surgery... maybe just abdominal surgery?  I'm not sure.  So no ibuprofen until at least a month after surgery.  Holy shit, my hips!  Sometimes I can barely walk and feel like a 90 year old in need of a walker.  It sucks so bad!  I can take Tylenol but I just haven't.  On top of that, I'm seeing that eating even the tiniest bit of nightshade veggies will give me pain in my fingers like arthritis.  How can you have a taco without pico de gallo though???!  It's a crime! 

I've been having fun doing live streaming on the Younow app.  Had my cuz on there as my "guest" so both of us are on the screen at the same time and people can watch and comment.  I later read the rules of using the app.  We aren't supposed to show nudity or use vulgar language.  OMG I've broken so many rules already!  LMAO!  Well I showed a boob tat.  That may explain why a YouNow admin came into my first broadcast but no one ever said anything.  I'm not sure if it's because it really wasn't sexual in nature or because I don't have nipples.  Of course someone was recording a "moment" from it so now it's immortalized forever.  Same with Shaun showing his pecs and flexing like he's He Man.  I also found out the age limit is only 13 for the app! I was looking around and there are a lot of young looking kids on there, which I found alarming.  I don't think, as a mom, I'd let my kids on it.  There are people who record themselves sleeping and people just pop in and out to watch them.  Weird!  Anyway, it's amusing and I've made a few friends in there.  My cuz also enjoyed our little broadcast.  We need to bring in her husband next!

I friended another cousin who called my mom out on her shit on FB a week or 2 ago, and sent him a PM that cheered him on for it.  Yep, still not talking to her and still not missing her.  She was throwing a pity party on Valentine's Day about how said she is that there's so much hate in the world.  *insert giant crocodile tear*  I just feel majorly manipulated by her, at this point... That she uses her little pity parties on people to keep them excusing her behavior. 

This morning was a weird #matrix moment.  Shaun and I just finished the last of Black Mirror, which had to do with robot bees.  Ten minutes later we go to bed and a friend of mine posts about robot bees being made.  I don't want to give out any spoilers but let's just say #deathto should also include #killyourself and my passive aggressive favorites, #illprayforyou and #blessyou.  That would be some serious population control.  See?  Vague enough not to be a spoiler but if you've seen it, you'll get it.