Wow... 2 months have gone by. Woops, where did the time go?
I feel like not a lot has happened but yet there have been some interesting things. I've been growing mushrooms and learning all about that. It was super stressful at first because there are many pathways to success and failure with it. It's a delicate line. If there was one path it would be easier but there are choices and each choice has little margin for error. I think I am finally coming out the other side of it though. I've built up my knowledge and actual hands on experience enough that I can start building on what I already know and even experiment and trouble shoot. I have a monotub going and it's on its 3rd flush. I made chocolates and capsules out of what I've gotten so far and been experimenting with microdosing. So far it's been positive. Making chocolates has been difficult and is very time consuming to get a consistent dosage with each one. I'm still experimenting with more efficient ways to do it. Right now I'm doing 2-3 chocolates at a time using a method like in those ice cream places where they smear it out, put the toppings on and mix it with a knife only I do it on a cutting board. After it's mixed I push the ball into a mold. It's not actually pourable at that point so that's how I've been doing it. I even bought foils and cute stickers for them. Too bad I can't sell them because they look so professional and cute!
Everything else is going well. Within the next month it looks like we'll be looking at airfare for the Peru trip and I'll be going to a dentist and peridontist to get some way too expensive work done on my teeth. I feel a bit selfish for it since it's mostly cosmetic but dammit... I have no boobs so I'd like to have a nice smile at least. I'm experimenting with my hair and short hair styles. I have ice blue hair at the moment and it's a cute butch hair cut. Great hair cut but not so sure it's quite me. I think next time I'll go even shorter but do a more piecey comb forward kind of cut. I'm thinking like a fairy pixie cut... like I'm ready for my dragonfly wings kind of pixie cut. I want short but more feminine. Oh this is just boring talk. Wish I could talk more about the other stuff but ya know...
Tonight (in a few hours) I'll be starting a meditation that is supposed to be every night for a month. I'll try to keep up on talking about any developments about that. Last time I was really into meditation was many years ago and I had a lot of weird shit happen. It's partly why I stopped doing it but I do miss having an open line to my guides and maybe since my life is more stable now and I'm older the scary stuff won't be a thing. Last time I had an issue with feeling a sort of motion sickness during meditation and often things would happen in the room that were like ghosty things. It creeped me out pretty bad. I'm getting my friend Cliff into it. I guess he's not going to Peru with the rest of us now but he still wants to go and I think this might help him get into a place to be better able to take the journey and hopefully, in time and with practice, get out of his analytical space a bit. He's definitely very willing to try.
Also I am starting to get into watercolors. I think I'm going to do some painting this weekend and excited to do it.
Will write more soon... not 2 months later since I'm doing the meditation thing.
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